how?

something happen...

i not so sure what i know is right, but they say its true...

i cant believe...

but...

there is so many evidence shows that it is really happen.

honestly, i dun hope it happen...coz i dun wan...

but, i shouldn't don't want it happen..

its not right...

n..

it is not fair for him...

should i keep care about it? it is not my business also..

but they are my friend...

h1n1

my dear kena denggi~~so sad now~~~

my dear still got a lot assignment need to finish and my dear's birthday is coming~~

but luckily not h1n1.that's enough!!

Benta also kena h1n1 ady o!!!Cai Di say Glifford school close for 1 week.when Utar close neh?!!hehe...

hope my dear will recover fast fast!!then will become healthy then can become active people again,then no need so suffer~~~hoping~~~

my "cow one"

yesterday is my "cow one"!!! i 19 ady~~~T.T

received a lot a lot message o!!!some people that long time no contact ady also sms me o!!ns friend still remember my birthday~~gan dong~~

erm...within so many message i received, the most funny message is from Cai Di and Kiyang! the most sad thing is my dear didn't come and celebrate with me...

After having dinner with Kenny them, i straight pull by them go buy MY birthday cake!sweat lar u all!!hehe..then we go MM, then go ABC, then i call Miss Tan and chat a lot!!!hehe..Then go Kenny house,then go westlake~~go so many place for what neh~~~

then we done a lot of crazy thing at there!!!ME SO PITY O!!!!kena bully!!!Kenny asyik chase me!!n use lighter scare me!!!then we play "one more, two more, 大家齐齐跟着我！！"

then we dance lo!me,sam,ruiying and kenny dance ballroom dance,chee ann is hiphop!KENNY DANCE SEXY DANCE O!!!!(puke~~~)haha...

then we chat lo!!what also chat!!haha..

then,my birthday party pass~~

p/s:i got free calling time from Hotlink, so i keep call people o!!i call Jing Xuan,Miss Tan,Jia Hong and Xue yi!!!long time didn't chat with xue yi ady!so chat a lot with her!Xp.

2nd p/s:people birthday i birthday!i birthday then fever and feeling damn not well!and got exam that totally prepare to die~~T.T so pity la my 19th birthday~~didnt got dear accompany also~~

Happy memory~~

yesterday, i went Times square to watch Harry Potter with my darling.(yer~~)haha..

we buy the premium seat.so comfortable~~but also very expensive..(for me la!)dear said:once in blue moon, we should enjoy!so, my money fly already~~T.T

Stella say not good,but i think its quite nice!maybe is Harry Potter too handsome already!haha...

it got few part quite funny n i remember got 1 part is talking about Harry and Prof. Dumbledore go destroy Tom Riddle(Foldemore) soul saver, when harry's hand is catch by the "monster" suddenly, i shout!!whole cinema only i m the 1 who shout loudly, damn malu~~dear also laugh at me...T.T

hehe...next time i want watch G.1.JOE!!!!hehe...

生还者--TANK

TANK - 生还者
作词﹕陈信延 作曲﹕TANK
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夕阳把我脸颊灼伤 站在废墟中央
赤裸的脚有些烫
我们弯身避过声浪 越过荆棘蛮荒
额头却被草刮伤
远方救护早已离散 我们继续流浪
回不去童年摇篮
全靠眼泪流过胸膛 滴落饥渴土壤
滋养着荒废的天堂
我们扶着遍体鳞伤 世界那麽荒凉
哪里可以疗伤
要把过去亲手陪葬 难免要把手弄脏喔
谁不受伤 谁的过往 不曾有遗憾
谁都背着回忆 勇敢的逃亡
天还没暗 快乐跳伞 我们都该这样
然後骄傲空降 生存的地方
第一次被烟火烫伤 第一次被弹珠割伤
第一次痛到 我哭得不成人样
第一次被朋友中伤 第一次被恋人背叛
第一次让寂寞的刺扎我的心脏
尘埃覆盖我们肩上 月亮不再明亮
我们凭瞳孔发亮
我们依旧贪玩倔强 不怕刻骨的伤
瓦砾中放肆歌唱
头破血流那又怎样 伤疤构成图案
挂在胸口当勋章
灵魂要靠自己松绑 逃出了手术房
罪与罚写成了乐章
我们扶着遍体鳞伤 世界那麽荒凉
哪里可以疗伤
要把过去亲手陪葬 难免要把手弄脏喔
谁不受伤 谁的过往 不曾有遗憾
谁都背着回忆 勇敢的逃亡
天还没暗 快乐跳伞 我们都该这样
然後骄傲空降 生存的地方
因为受伤 所以欣赏 伤口的漂亮
感谢每种创伤 逼我们成长
心还没暗 相信泪光 会给我们力量
然後咬紧牙关 患难中生还

this is a song's lyric.it is quite meaningful!telling us that we still need to survive although lige is so tough n full of trial.

P/s:all of you can hear this song from my song's playlist.the 2nd song.

こいびとの贈物

See!!!!
This is my dear specially bought for me 1!!
どうもありがとうございます、私のこいびと！！！！
hehe...

5 IKHLAS

Last week is Alex and Symone their birthday, so after 1year, i sms Alex...

I also got sms with Ki yang.Really long long time didnt chat with him already...

Still remember that when we all are in form5, 5I only got 24students.5 boys,19girls;18chinese,4 malays and indian and kaur.

Still remember that me,Jing Xuan, Chin Yiun , KiYang and Yim always chat together.ChinYiun always bully JingXuan and i will save JingXuan; me and Kiyang keep chatting(more accurate is i always chat with Kiyang!hehe..);Yim very 38, keep pijak people d(eg:paigu that case)haha...

really miss the time study with them!!!Kiyang like a Big Brother, always teach me some English new verb and sentences, coz he is abc and my english sucks ma~~haha...

really miss the time chatting with KiYang, coz he will say a lot a lot "ren sheng dao li" to u!he will tel u the comment,feeling and theory of life to u!funny,happy and meaningful!!

really miss the time that chat with JingXuan!!!still remember we always write in 1 paper and chat during the class~~

really miss the study with them...even now i still can remember 5I all their seat and the way we all crazy together....

But KiYang was right.he said "this is life.Whether happy or not,nid to move on...

but honestly, i dun like the feel we like a stranger...last time we got so many topic to chat!but this is life what!i learn that i need to put down those happy memory and do my best in my hell degree life....

haix....

some incident happen in the train

After finish assignment, i go Kl as planned before.

Then i sit with an very old kind uncle, but i din chat much wif him coz i damn tired~~

while i sleep, some indian 38 aunty's voice wake me up, pik-chik them o!!

then, i hear some dialogues...

here is the story~~

i m sure 1 of them is the lawyer, when i hear what they say, i want cry at first. Why still want me meet law thing after i had suffer of it for whole night~~T.T

but after i hear the case he said, i start thinking the section that i can put inside...

the case is

a company owe a man some money, the man didnt get back the money within 6 years(time-barred=any contract or promise will become void after 6 years without fresh promise.).then the man pass away.his son which is a minor sued the company to get the money back.

here the lawyer ask that people, in this case, what should we consider?this is a compound case.

then i start think, minority, consideration, time-barred, fresh promises in writing and signature, exception.......

i almost crazy of it already~~T.T

then becoz of that 38 indian aunty, i din hear the answer. then he start another cases, is about bus time and service. Unfortunately, i only hear little bit coz i reach jor~~

erm...the lawyer sound similar to Mr Charles,the lawyer is a indian, but his pronouced is more close to Malaysian english, so i can hear what the lawyer talking about clearly.


Charles ar Charles~~i beg u!!dont let me see u in next semester!!i swear, i will try my best to pass my final even if i will only left half life. please dont fail me, i dun wan 4 digit gone from my bank account~~~

finish assignment lo~~~

Finally....my law assignment finish....

Since yesterday 8.30pm till this morning 5.15am, finally i finish check their work and confirm that there is no mistake already~~(based on my knowledge to law la!!)

yesterday, jia hong msn chat with me,he ask me whether will stay at smin house overnight, coz he scare fish will become sharp!haha...(dont worry~~i only will kacau yin syn by kacau pipu!haha...pipu will become mine o!!yin syn~~wakaka..)

after finish assignment, me, smin and pipu already become "gam jing fo yan"!!haha..

then, we this 2guy 1 gal go ABC for our breakfast!!this is my 1st time not sleep for whole night then straight take breakfast at 5am!!omg!!!i dont hope got next time already~~

and now, i m in my dear house~~after so many week i oni get some free time, for sure i will come my dear house la!!to prevent my dear tackle by other people!!haha....

T.T

now almost 2am ady~~ n i m still rushing the law assignment~~

suppose i will finish it earlier, but gt 1 question tat is do in wrong method...so i need to help them to settle it....

i wan cry ady...coz i most weak in ITT, totali dunno what is it about....but what can i do??only pipu, smin and me, other 2 didnt come also...haix....smin and pipu also not yet finish their part and i need to check their work also and i need go KL at 9.30am lagi and i havent pack my thing!!!T.T

ガんばて！！！私わどらえもんです！！！
gambateh!!!i m doraemon o!!!!hehe...

dear~~

Sunday...my dear back Setapak jor~~so i fetch my dear go ktm station there lo!!but, we are late!!!so,we miss the train...


my dear very not happy, but say nothing also...i know is my fault....sorry....

so i fetch my dear to bus station..luckily still got space!!!hehe...

my dear say o!!!the main intention come Kampar is to find me!!!!haha....mistake for previous post!!hehe....

law~~why you love lawyer~~

just finish my law exam...

1 word.....die....

totally not enuf time for me to answer question!!2 question oni ae~~

haix.....posted rule, minor liability in different contract......

suan liao la~~who ask me still play play before the exam~~haha...

see la!!see how i die when the result out!!Charles will going to kill me in his tutorial class...T.T

怎么办？LAW不会做~~空空白白，肯定等死的~~（栽之SHE的“怎么办”）

hehe....

gambateh o!!!!!

胡言乱语

2day 20:18:55, my dear reach kampar!!!oto the intention my dear come kampar is not find me, but i still so happy!!!coz can see my dear~!!
hehe...

still got not enuf 36 hours to sit for my law exam...why i still can so relax and update my blog in Kenny's room??have i prepare enough for my exam??actually.....i din study at all!!!REALLY!!!!why still so relax?nolar~~~give up ady jor ma!!haha...

2day Utar got fesival mind v, got human brain,magic,game,sudoku,talk.....Oh ya!got deputy prime minister!!they all say he so "chuan"!!!but i din see him la!he call what i aso dunno o!!hehe...

now Kenny is studying and i m disturbing!!haha...Kenny ar!!u fail then dun blame me ar!!i got ask u dun talk wif me d!u sendiri dun focus only!!haha....me so suai!!haha....

Oops!!!keep chatting with Kenny now!!!his litle turtle so cute !!!!!!compare to my big fat turtle, kenny's one cute much more!!!kenny~~exchange~~~

苦中做乐

doing law assignment with pipu and smin nw...

three of us "bikchik" ady....coz dunno how to apply the law in the case,so we keep chatting ady..

then we chat n chat,chat till boy friend and girl friend things.

they talk about their girl friend, i give some comment...

rupa-rupanya, girl and boy got so many different feeling in the same thing!haha...

miss my dear.....wanna web cam chat wif my dear now!haha...

haix...

assignment,assignment~~

haix....

move house, move house~~

haix...

exam,exam~~

haix....

トラブル......

3838

now at smin house, doing assignment with pipu and him.

coz i keep chatting with kenny,smin keep scolding me o!!!(huai kenny!!!make me blur!!hai me kena scold!!!!)

assignment ar assignment!midterm ar midterm!!why u all come 2gether?!!

law ar law!!!why u love lawyer, but not me?!!!faster love me la!!!i wan pass ae~~

haix...

dear also busy till not free 2 chat wif me,sien.....

haix....

suddenly remember 1 message:
life is tough,
full of trials,
but once u fall down,
just stand up and say:

KURANG AJAR!!!!SIAPA TOLAK!!!!


haha....