就这样吧~

大学，不单单是求知识的地方，还是一个会让人经历无数大大小小的挫折及历练的社会预习班。。。

随着年龄的增长，我慢慢了解到，并不能要求每个人都喜欢你，都与你为伍。。。

过于迁就，你会失去自我，失去原本的自己，变得与大家都一样，但，你有朋友。。。

坚持自我，你会失去朋友，失去友情与热闹，变得孤孤单单一人，但，你还是你。。。

选择吧！！做出你的决定。。

然而，就非得敌我者亡，顺我者昌吗？

与你有话聊，与你契合，即使他是那么的错，你还是会认为他对，那是因为你先入为主。。

与你话不投机，半句多，即使他是多么的对，你终究会认为他错，那是因为你就是这样想。。。

到底，有多少人会真正的理智与客观呢？？

我，不是圣人，不是好人，也不是坏人。。。

我，只是我。。。

无需多言解释，但，我清楚我的为人。。

我在乎你们对我的想法，改，尽可能的改，只为了你们的不讨厌。。。

高高在上的狮子座啊~~你何必为了他人而素尊降贵呢？？

现在是二十一世纪，没有所谓的高高在上，只有谦虚及和平。。。

难不成你愿降为奴棣，一辈子受人差遣吗？？

不，我不愿。我有我的底线，一旦过了，就这样吧~我不会再低头了。。。

不奢求他人的爱戴与尊敬，只愿不受委屈；

不奢求他人的谅解与接纳，只愿不被冤枉。。。

够了。。。我宁可不去解释，不去要求原谅，不拥有你们的友情，我也不要失去自我，失去尊严。。。

好朋友告诉我的一番话：“你的朋友是被你自己的特质所吸引，因而与你成为死党，一辈子的死党。。就像我们两个，与你，一辈子的死党。。。”

老师的一番话：“不要为他人伤心，不要为了害怕而逃避，做自己，是最好的选择。。”

朋友们，我珍惜你们的友情，但，到了某个阶段，那，我不勉强你们。。

我不强逼你们与我为友，但，不要里外不一的与我为友，即使你们有多不喜欢我。。。

为人，要坦坦白白的，有什么误会，说出来！！！有什么不满的,告诉我！！！

我改，当我知道是我的错； 不改，当我认为我没错，事实，才是证据。。。

为你们带来麻烦了，对不起。。。

haiz...

recently, i have big trouble in the relationship with my friends...

why say so? because i want to shift house...AGAIN!!!!

yea...again...why? because our house owner bully us by asking us to pay his electric bills. 2 freezer ae!he bring back 1 big aquarium last week some more~so me, thomas and pipu decide to shift..

Problems come.....

1st, we found 1 house cost rm350 per month which located quite far from campus. pipu cant decide whether he want to stay with us or shift to smin house. finally he agree to stay with us, then we though problem have been solve! who know, sean, yin syn all others friend suddenly come out with 1 question, why the house that we going to rent so cheap?? it is fully furnished: furniture, heater, freezer, wahing machine,tv.. they think inside is "not so clean"...

so....

we found another house which is also far to campus and town, but this time thomas dont want. then kenny, me,agong and agong's friend rent it~ it is rm600~~

now, problem become~~

how is thomas and kenny current room??
we thought thomas okay with kenny house, but he didn't. me and pipu are feel so sorry to thomas, because it looks like we dump him aside. so, we try to help him to search room for rent, this evening we even drive motor to round taman but 1 also dont have or didnt suit thomas. so, thomas problem havent settle until now..

in this "shift house incident", i know i make 5 people not happy and maybe even dislike or hate me...

1st, goik. this fella i totally didnt care about his feeling, but what i admit is, what i told sony is different with what sony told him. so??? this fella scold me in Facebook la!! whatever~who care??

2nd, yoke kwan and rick and chee ann. maybe they will think is i rampas kenny from their house. but inside many story, i also lazy to explain too much here...see when got chance to let them know the inside story...perhaps...

3rd, thomas, really really feel apologize to him. because i really cant stay in my current house already~it is not worth if i need to pay bill for the F***ing owner..and i really cant stay alone in that rm350 house every weekend. this will take my life~

at last, i want to say: jia hong, thank you for your support. when i need you badly, you are always there to listen to me and share my burden..without you, i think i can't afford to face such situation. with you, i think i will brave enough to face coming problem...

and, sony, sorry, you shouldn't involve in such incident because you are so innocent.don't worry, goik there is fine for me, because he is nothing to me~

and, kenny. sorry and thank you. hard to say, but thanks for your trust on me...

lastly, pipu..dont blame yourself already..you did nothing wrong..just that every people with different concept in their mind. when conflict come, we can do nothing as long as we didn't do anything that against with our heart.

haiz...hope tomorrow everything will be settle...

my birthday~

2day is my birthday~20 liao~

yesterday, kenny, thomas, rui ying, yoke guan, rick, pipu, yin syn , lewis and his gf celebrate with me~

i forget to take photo, so no photo uploaded..

i gt 2 cake 2 eat, 1 secret recipe and 1 oreo cake. i celebrate my birthday with yoke guan, her birthday is at 26 july. they all so naughty!! after we make wishes, blow the candle, they ask us use mouth to take out the candle. we tough they will push out head onto the cake, so we are mentally prepare. WHO KNOW!!! both of us kena "head attack", not by cake, but by egg!! i kena 3, yoke guan kena 2. that loh yin syn seems like want to kill me, she hit my egg so strongly untill the egg "biem biem". T^T all of this is because lewis!! he is the 1 who come out with such idea~

and then i got 1 present!! its meh meh!!hehe...a cute little sheep doll. can help her take off her wool, then she will become a sheep with a botak body.( head still got hair, so its look like the head is big, but the body is small). haha..

i had enjoy myself yesterday night.. then i back home and continue my assignment~(so pity me)
i had received so many wishes from my friend but not from someone..he is disappointing me..:( but anyway, my birthday is so happy for me~thanks..all my beloved friends~muakx!

gotong-royong

my room~

thomas block inside liao~

all my things inside thomas room~

waa~so long didn't upload my blogger already..

hmn...last sunday, i finally finish my midterm...my room was so messy and like a rubbish dump. i had bear with my room situation for almost 3weeks. and finally, i got free time to clean my room after all my stupid midterm..

i want clean my room 100%, so i remove all my things into thomas room. THOMAS ROOM BECOME STORE ROOM!!haha..and my room was so empty. i clean my room from 2.30pm till 6.30pm, so hungry and tired after gotong-royong~XD.

after i clean my room, pipu say my room suddenly become more bright~of coz la~last time so many dust~hehe.. although cleaning my room is such a big project that are so tired, but it is worth for me~i can stay more comfortable ma~XD

halo~~

really long long time didnt write blog already...

erm... what should i write??

Actually, i am in bad mood now, i just want to do something to release my feeling...thus, i choose to write blog.

i shift house already, life without sharing room with people is damn good! although sometime will feel boring and lonely, but it is same as when i share room with someone, since she just use me to "jaga" the room for her.

this semester, i really felt stressful....very very tension...so many assignment and things to do... and .....money~MONEY~MONEY~MONEY~all is about money...haix....mafan~

i think that's all i want to say today. i will try my best to write blog as i already promised jing Xuan.

Yap, gambateh ya!wish you all the best in IMU.

tonight dinner~~

Today was my last day for midterm, thus, me and kenny them decide cook dinner ourself. after go Tesco "shopping" , we go Kenny them new house their. i saw Chee Ann got so many comics, so i borrow all of them. i want waste my tonight time, to finish all of them!!XD.


Chee ann back hometown already, this only got me, Kenny choo and Thomas. i am the cooker, and they are my " guest". XD. As usual lo, ABC soup again, sienz already, i want cook another soup next time!!!i dont want ABC soup anymore!!!

After eat, Kenny and thomas clean all the things. me?? jalan-jalan, tangkap gambar~~haha...


this was the dessert we make. but we all too full already, thus, we don't finish also~~

Actually, today is 27/3, we got off light at 8.30pm, but only 15mins. coz too dark and too sien!!!hehe...

lessons~

finally, i settle my accounting assignment.....

know what is the feel of tired? lets try 2 week study hard for ur midterm, after midterm, need rush for 4 assignment in 1 shoot, then the day u totally didn't sleep, u need to go Taekwondo training for grading...

the most most most pik-chik assignment i did in my 5 assignment is accounting and mp!mp pass ady then dun talk about it. talk about accounting assignment.

i learn 3 things. first, never group with people who don't have or weak in accounting basis. my group, 5 people, oni me and another 1 girl got basis, so the other 3 totally cannot help me in doing this assignment. hong en and yuan tong do nothing at all, but its i m the 1 who ask them to do so, coz they cant help me in accounting, then help me in info system assignment better. 1 girl, she help me do cover page and references. i let Jia Hong shoot because of do such stupid things!

2nd, do not group with people who have basis in accounting but do nothing!! compare to other 3, this 1 i most most pik-chik till i totally didnt reply her message. she know what is accounting and know how 2 do it, but the whole assignment, she did nothing!!!!ITS NOTHING!!!hong en them also got help me find out the references book for assignment. This "8 po"??? she didnt do anything i also dont care already, she even come and ask me for the answer for her friend!WHAT THE XXXX!!!!then i ask her to do lo!u know her response??hehehehe...i feel like wanna slap her!!then, after i rush for whole night without sleeping???what she did?she comment on my post and say: thanks for finish the assignment, i m so touch!!" didnt see you sms me or ask me anything about assignment while i m doing???scare i will ask u do thing ar???


WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE SHE IS???Earth human being??then sorry, i came from Mars, only u and that people is same human being.(i think kampar friend know who i point to.^^)if 1 sentences with "i so touch" can let u do nothing, then why not u do??i can also say like what you say to you when u finish the assignment for me.

3rd, dont let your groupmates know you will still finish the whole assignment for them and write their name even they had do nothing.

Actually, i can. i can just write my name and pass up the assignment.why i didnt do so? Smin, jia hong,thomas all ask me do so, but why i didnt do so? because i dont want make they 4 people die in coursework. result is i m the only 1 who rush the whole assignment start from yesterday 7pm till today morning 9am , everything start from zero and without sleep. Jia hong keep scold me, say i so stupid, let people use. i know, thus, i wont same group with them anymore.many things, 1 time is enough...


i think, my performance for this accounting assignment is damn bad. i told sir already, and sir say will help me by give me the minimum marks of 10m,which is half of the full marks. IF!!!! IF any1 of them dare shoot me didnt do well in this assignment, know what will i do?i will tell sir the whole things!COME!!let's die together!!! that fella!!!you need study for midterm, u need do other assignment, is that i can exclude from that? NO!!!i even have more exam and assignment than you!!!then why???why i m the only 1 who finish the whole assignment and u just sit in your home ,watch pps and sleep so earlier???8 po!!!!!

i feel like wanna scold out all bahasa kasar that i know!!!!but i won't. and THANK YOU!!! YOU ARE THE SLEEPING MEMBER!!! I WILL HELP YOU PROMOTE!!!SEE WHO DIE 1st!!!38 po!!!!!!!!!!!!

KAMPAR TESCO UNDER WATER!!!!

just now, i went eastlake with chee hoe them and we saw a lot of people were crowded in front of Tesco. so we went in and check out. then we saw many water flow out from the main door of Tesco. i ask the fireman what ;s going on but he refuse to tell me.so you guys read news 2molo la!XD.

swimming~

yesterday back from my hometown.this 2 day what have i did??

hehe... i go swimming with jia hong. ^^

when i was a child, i remember that i really pro in swimming, but now, u ask me swim, i have to say, i really dont know how to swim already. Jia Hong say is because of i scare of water already..

Maybe some of you know that i almost die in Kampar waterfall,yea~start from that time, i really scare and feel not safe when my whole body is in water..

so, Jia Hong want to teach me back how to swim!!

However~

when we go swimming pool there, i keep playing water and he keep swimming and didn't teach me~==

i play 1+hours and fever after that, so Jia Hong didn't allow me play too much~

i want swimming!!!Who can teach me~~T^T

new year~

hmn...this cny ~~

i didn't play as crazy as last time what i did, many people say i m mature already..(do i??)

thiz cny, so many people keep ask me go out for yamcha and chatting, but i rejected them.no mood for me to play as i got so many things to do.

i bought about 6 set of new year shirt.all can be wear in 2 way.i gave 1 set to my sis as she wear more nicer than i. all my aunt and uncle keep "sayang" me and say :finally, our little girl no longer small girl..=='''

the most most regret thing for me in this cny is i forget to take photo!!!T^T

oh ya!!the most happy and 38 thing i did in this cny is 38!!haha...keep chit chat and 38 with my bro and sis!what also chat ,what also 38 like who tackle who, who break liao~ my relatives also~we all around 10 girls sit together and keep chatting and laugh so loudly!^^

for sure:: angpao!!i got around 6 relative "rampas kahwin" in 2009, so this year i got extra 12 angpao~hehe...

now back to campus here, have to forget about cny and fight for my study!!gambateH 2010!!!

T^T

my schedule:

Business Law: almost settle, just left type out.XD

Business Accounting 2: know how to do and get the answer, just haven't write out!XD

Management Principles: got point already, haven't complete only. :)

Information System : collect all my groupmates part already, left loo pipu only. then settle slide, ten only left blog. :)

English for Business : T^T totally don't know how to do. headache of it...luckily got Melvin and Moon this 2 boss do for us.

Midterm:

22/2/2010, BA2 exam,

24/2/2010, IS presentation,

27/2/2010, Law midterm,

5/3/2010, English and BA2 assignment deadline,

6/3/2010, QT1, IS, MP midterm, (i m going to die)

8/3/2010, MP assignment deadline,

10/3/2010, law assignment deadline,

19/3/2010, IS assignment deadline.



conclusion: i m going to die...CNY no need celebrate, study study study...T^T

STUPID !

today morning, i wanna pay my student bill, so i drive to old town public bank there with my student bill and public bank account book.

i didn't wait for too long, but when the girl in front of me rejected by the staff because of the reason they didn't accept any payment for student bill and only allow using debit card to make payment in Utar finance department.

Since i don't have debit card and i m not willing to apply it, then i decide take out the cash and back to Utar finance department to make my payment. It is quite dangerous for me to bring such a big amount, so i drive quite fast..

when i back to finance department, it was so many student waiting at there. i queue there and wait wait wait..when is my turn, not even 10sec, the staff reject me and say no cash payment here.she ask me to back to old town public bank there for cash payment. WHAT THE...I JUST BACK FROM THERE!!!!!

then i straight make complain in front of the staff and say there reject me!she say its impossible! WHAT IMPOSSIBLE?? AM I LOOK LIKE MAKE FUN OF YOU??##@&%@^$@...

she call the public bank and ask, en en ar ar quite a long time then say: we only accept you this special case and you can make cash payment in block C public bank branch there, but with term and condition, you need to apply a new public bank account. WHAT??? I got public bank account already!!!

then i drive to Block C there lo!and i show to the bank staff my account book and he say u have to apply a new 1 because your account book is making at your hometown, u need to open an account at Kampar. WHAT THE...

i forced to open a new account with new account book and atm card and debit card. WHY???why must force me apply debit card?? i got visa card and atm card already!!! everyone whoever open my wallet will know, i got damn many card inside my wallet!!my wallet going explode by card!!!!

STUPID!!!!!heh!!!

still left out debit card and those card i didnt put in my wallet.

ee..

ee... what should i write leh?long time din update my blog ady, so must write something out!

talk about my holiday?hmn... ok! after exam, i straight go KL,my bro bring me to watch Avatar,damn nice!(watch 2 times, watch 3D with jia hong at Kuantan also) then shopping for whole day with my sis on the next day, till my leg pain~@.@

then go my cousin wedding party, become "sister" when her husband come!get a big angpau!XD.

then straight go Kuantan lo!and continue with JB. the 1st time i m having Christmas and New Year with Jia Hong them but not my family!hehe..

have fun with Jia hong them!play till don't want back my hometown!after 9days trip with Jia Hong, daddy and mummy scold already only back home!XD.

then the coming 2 week, sienz like...

wake up at 10am, help mum clean house, watch Astro, sleep, eat....my 14 days holiday gone~then back Kampar lo!finished my 1 month sem break and do nothing...

now is 1st week, i got 6 subject,12 classes. my timetable is from monday to wednesday. Monday 8am to 8pm, tuesday 8am to 4pm, wednesday 8am to 5pm. tired like hell...Block H and Block I damn big and far, wanna go Block C also have to walk so far, need 30mins or not?i think need gua, as my leg not so long also..XD

just finish my class and having hightea with kenny them, tired...wanna ooi ooi already...nitez nitez...

haha..

so happy now!

yesterday after kenny sms me and tell me that final result out already, i straight nervous+worry till cant eat(i m having my dinner when kenny sms me.). i straight call jia hong and ask him check for me but he said cant log in as server overloaded.

i worry worry worry...pray to GOD non-stop, till today morning. straight call my best friend that i want go her house check!

i straight hug Cai Di,(almost want kiss her ady), keep jumping and laugh!i pass. although not so good my result, but better than fail! my japanese language also get a A- only! but nevermine!as lon as i pass!XD.

after discuss with my family, i still need to take BA, my original course as they think what course also same as i plan to take master after my degree,so GUYS!!SEE YOU ALL NEXT NEXT WEEK!! i back Kampar at 17 night!XD.

must must thanks to my GOD and study really really hard already!XD.