就这样吧~

大学，不单单是求知识的地方，还是一个会让人经历无数大大小小的挫折及历练的社会预习班。。。

随着年龄的增长，我慢慢了解到，并不能要求每个人都喜欢你，都与你为伍。。。

过于迁就，你会失去自我，失去原本的自己，变得与大家都一样，但，你有朋友。。。

坚持自我，你会失去朋友，失去友情与热闹，变得孤孤单单一人，但，你还是你。。。

选择吧！！做出你的决定。。

然而，就非得敌我者亡，顺我者昌吗？

与你有话聊，与你契合，即使他是那么的错，你还是会认为他对，那是因为你先入为主。。

与你话不投机，半句多，即使他是多么的对，你终究会认为他错，那是因为你就是这样想。。。

到底，有多少人会真正的理智与客观呢？？

我，不是圣人，不是好人，也不是坏人。。。

我，只是我。。。

无需多言解释，但，我清楚我的为人。。

我在乎你们对我的想法，改，尽可能的改，只为了你们的不讨厌。。。

高高在上的狮子座啊~~你何必为了他人而素尊降贵呢？？

现在是二十一世纪，没有所谓的高高在上，只有谦虚及和平。。。

难不成你愿降为奴棣，一辈子受人差遣吗？？

不，我不愿。我有我的底线，一旦过了，就这样吧~我不会再低头了。。。

不奢求他人的爱戴与尊敬，只愿不受委屈；

不奢求他人的谅解与接纳，只愿不被冤枉。。。

够了。。。我宁可不去解释，不去要求原谅，不拥有你们的友情，我也不要失去自我，失去尊严。。。

好朋友告诉我的一番话：“你的朋友是被你自己的特质所吸引，因而与你成为死党，一辈子的死党。。就像我们两个，与你，一辈子的死党。。。”

老师的一番话：“不要为他人伤心，不要为了害怕而逃避，做自己，是最好的选择。。”

朋友们，我珍惜你们的友情，但，到了某个阶段，那，我不勉强你们。。

我不强逼你们与我为友，但，不要里外不一的与我为友，即使你们有多不喜欢我。。。

为人，要坦坦白白的，有什么误会，说出来！！！有什么不满的,告诉我！！！

我改，当我知道是我的错； 不改，当我认为我没错，事实，才是证据。。。

为你们带来麻烦了，对不起。。。

haiz...

recently, i have big trouble in the relationship with my friends...

why say so? because i want to shift house...AGAIN!!!!

yea...again...why? because our house owner bully us by asking us to pay his electric bills. 2 freezer ae!he bring back 1 big aquarium last week some more~so me, thomas and pipu decide to shift..

Problems come.....

1st, we found 1 house cost rm350 per month which located quite far from campus. pipu cant decide whether he want to stay with us or shift to smin house. finally he agree to stay with us, then we though problem have been solve! who know, sean, yin syn all others friend suddenly come out with 1 question, why the house that we going to rent so cheap?? it is fully furnished: furniture, heater, freezer, wahing machine,tv.. they think inside is "not so clean"...

so....

we found another house which is also far to campus and town, but this time thomas dont want. then kenny, me,agong and agong's friend rent it~ it is rm600~~

now, problem become~~

how is thomas and kenny current room??
we thought thomas okay with kenny house, but he didn't. me and pipu are feel so sorry to thomas, because it looks like we dump him aside. so, we try to help him to search room for rent, this evening we even drive motor to round taman but 1 also dont have or didnt suit thomas. so, thomas problem havent settle until now..

in this "shift house incident", i know i make 5 people not happy and maybe even dislike or hate me...

1st, goik. this fella i totally didnt care about his feeling, but what i admit is, what i told sony is different with what sony told him. so??? this fella scold me in Facebook la!! whatever~who care??

2nd, yoke kwan and rick and chee ann. maybe they will think is i rampas kenny from their house. but inside many story, i also lazy to explain too much here...see when got chance to let them know the inside story...perhaps...

3rd, thomas, really really feel apologize to him. because i really cant stay in my current house already~it is not worth if i need to pay bill for the F***ing owner..and i really cant stay alone in that rm350 house every weekend. this will take my life~

at last, i want to say: jia hong, thank you for your support. when i need you badly, you are always there to listen to me and share my burden..without you, i think i can't afford to face such situation. with you, i think i will brave enough to face coming problem...

and, sony, sorry, you shouldn't involve in such incident because you are so innocent.don't worry, goik there is fine for me, because he is nothing to me~

and, kenny. sorry and thank you. hard to say, but thanks for your trust on me...

lastly, pipu..dont blame yourself already..you did nothing wrong..just that every people with different concept in their mind. when conflict come, we can do nothing as long as we didn't do anything that against with our heart.

haiz...hope tomorrow everything will be settle...