how?

something happen...

i not so sure what i know is right, but they say its true...

i cant believe...

but...

there is so many evidence shows that it is really happen.

honestly, i dun hope it happen...coz i dun wan...

but, i shouldn't don't want it happen..

its not right...

n..

it is not fair for him...

should i keep care about it? it is not my business also..

but they are my friend...

h1n1

my dear kena denggi~~so sad now~~~

my dear still got a lot assignment need to finish and my dear's birthday is coming~~

but luckily not h1n1.that's enough!!

Benta also kena h1n1 ady o!!!Cai Di say Glifford school close for 1 week.when Utar close neh?!!hehe...

hope my dear will recover fast fast!!then will become healthy then can become active people again,then no need so suffer~~~hoping~~~

my "cow one"

yesterday is my "cow one"!!! i 19 ady~~~T.T

received a lot a lot message o!!!some people that long time no contact ady also sms me o!!ns friend still remember my birthday~~gan dong~~

erm...within so many message i received, the most funny message is from Cai Di and Kiyang! the most sad thing is my dear didn't come and celebrate with me...

After having dinner with Kenny them, i straight pull by them go buy MY birthday cake!sweat lar u all!!hehe..then we go MM, then go ABC, then i call Miss Tan and chat a lot!!!hehe..Then go Kenny house,then go westlake~~go so many place for what neh~~~

then we done a lot of crazy thing at there!!!ME SO PITY O!!!!kena bully!!!Kenny asyik chase me!!n use lighter scare me!!!then we play "one more, two more, 大家齐齐跟着我！！"

then we dance lo!me,sam,ruiying and kenny dance ballroom dance,chee ann is hiphop!KENNY DANCE SEXY DANCE O!!!!(puke~~~)haha...

then we chat lo!!what also chat!!haha..

then,my birthday party pass~~

p/s:i got free calling time from Hotlink, so i keep call people o!!i call Jing Xuan,Miss Tan,Jia Hong and Xue yi!!!long time didn't chat with xue yi ady!so chat a lot with her!Xp.

2nd p/s:people birthday i birthday!i birthday then fever and feeling damn not well!and got exam that totally prepare to die~~T.T so pity la my 19th birthday~~didnt got dear accompany also~~

Happy memory~~

yesterday, i went Times square to watch Harry Potter with my darling.(yer~~)haha..

we buy the premium seat.so comfortable~~but also very expensive..(for me la!)dear said:once in blue moon, we should enjoy!so, my money fly already~~T.T

Stella say not good,but i think its quite nice!maybe is Harry Potter too handsome already!haha...

it got few part quite funny n i remember got 1 part is talking about Harry and Prof. Dumbledore go destroy Tom Riddle(Foldemore) soul saver, when harry's hand is catch by the "monster" suddenly, i shout!!whole cinema only i m the 1 who shout loudly, damn malu~~dear also laugh at me...T.T

hehe...next time i want watch G.1.JOE!!!!hehe...

生还者--TANK

TANK - 生还者
作词﹕陈信延 作曲﹕TANK
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夕阳把我脸颊灼伤 站在废墟中央
赤裸的脚有些烫
我们弯身避过声浪 越过荆棘蛮荒
额头却被草刮伤
远方救护早已离散 我们继续流浪
回不去童年摇篮
全靠眼泪流过胸膛 滴落饥渴土壤
滋养着荒废的天堂
我们扶着遍体鳞伤 世界那麽荒凉
哪里可以疗伤
要把过去亲手陪葬 难免要把手弄脏喔
谁不受伤 谁的过往 不曾有遗憾
谁都背着回忆 勇敢的逃亡
天还没暗 快乐跳伞 我们都该这样
然後骄傲空降 生存的地方
第一次被烟火烫伤 第一次被弹珠割伤
第一次痛到 我哭得不成人样
第一次被朋友中伤 第一次被恋人背叛
第一次让寂寞的刺扎我的心脏
尘埃覆盖我们肩上 月亮不再明亮
我们凭瞳孔发亮
我们依旧贪玩倔强 不怕刻骨的伤
瓦砾中放肆歌唱
头破血流那又怎样 伤疤构成图案
挂在胸口当勋章
灵魂要靠自己松绑 逃出了手术房
罪与罚写成了乐章
我们扶着遍体鳞伤 世界那麽荒凉
哪里可以疗伤
要把过去亲手陪葬 难免要把手弄脏喔
谁不受伤 谁的过往 不曾有遗憾
谁都背着回忆 勇敢的逃亡
天还没暗 快乐跳伞 我们都该这样
然後骄傲空降 生存的地方
因为受伤 所以欣赏 伤口的漂亮
感谢每种创伤 逼我们成长
心还没暗 相信泪光 会给我们力量
然後咬紧牙关 患难中生还

this is a song's lyric.it is quite meaningful!telling us that we still need to survive although lige is so tough n full of trial.

P/s:all of you can hear this song from my song's playlist.the 2nd song.

こいびとの贈物

See!!!!
This is my dear specially bought for me 1!!
どうもありがとうございます、私のこいびと！！！！
hehe...

5 IKHLAS

Last week is Alex and Symone their birthday, so after 1year, i sms Alex...

I also got sms with Ki yang.Really long long time didnt chat with him already...

Still remember that when we all are in form5, 5I only got 24students.5 boys,19girls;18chinese,4 malays and indian and kaur.

Still remember that me,Jing Xuan, Chin Yiun , KiYang and Yim always chat together.ChinYiun always bully JingXuan and i will save JingXuan; me and Kiyang keep chatting(more accurate is i always chat with Kiyang!hehe..);Yim very 38, keep pijak people d(eg:paigu that case)haha...

really miss the time study with them!!!Kiyang like a Big Brother, always teach me some English new verb and sentences, coz he is abc and my english sucks ma~~haha...

really miss the time chatting with KiYang, coz he will say a lot a lot "ren sheng dao li" to u!he will tel u the comment,feeling and theory of life to u!funny,happy and meaningful!!

really miss the time that chat with JingXuan!!!still remember we always write in 1 paper and chat during the class~~

really miss the study with them...even now i still can remember 5I all their seat and the way we all crazy together....

But KiYang was right.he said "this is life.Whether happy or not,nid to move on...

but honestly, i dun like the feel we like a stranger...last time we got so many topic to chat!but this is life what!i learn that i need to put down those happy memory and do my best in my hell degree life....

haix....